Melissa Santiago's Married Boyfriend 'The Dream' Says He Was Suicidal

Isn't this cute? The man who left his infant daughter and new wife so he could downgrade and get his swirl on has posted an entry on his website to let fans know that he became suicidal cause things with wife Christina Millian weren't working out.

The Dream said:

I take FULL RESPONSIBILITY for misleading everyone into thinking everything was fine and okay when we knew problems existed for awhile!  I wanted to speak up but we decided it wasn't for anyone to know.  I would NEVER intentionally hurt a soul and everyone around me knows that!  There was so much going on in me and Christina's personal world that I tried to deal with it as delicately as I could and tried to regain my footing.  Instead of being direct in order not to cause even more hurt or hurt someone's feelings, I carried the weight in secret!

I am Human and people fall in and out of Love all the time... This is Life.

My faults are I can be irresponsible and an ass sometimes, but I HAVE NEVER and WILL NEVER be a malicious person or wish harm to anyone, especially those I love or the mother of my child.  I'm sorry for the embarrassment to everyone involved!  If there's anyone to blame and you can't fathom this happening, please blame me and me alone for not being upfront!  Even though we were trying to overcome personal things between us, I was just simply scared and embarrassed to let everyone know we WERE FAILING and HAVE NOW FAILED!

This is not to justify anything, it’s true emotion! It’s a real thing that involves real people!  I've cried about this for months, after interviews, after prayer and I've tried to take my own life at a point because of the failure that was looming.

But I was reminded by my MOTHER that I am not "Superman" and its okay to lose sometimes...

This too shall pass! And everything will be fine!

~ Terius Nash ~

WHAT A DUMB@SS! Hey Terius, you're a failure and you should just bone your new ho and STFU. People who cheat don't do so to be a "malicious person or wish harm" on anyone, they're just selfish pigs who usually don't end up happy with anyone. It's a vicious cycle.