During the first season of 16 & Pregnant and Teen Mom, nothing was really mentioned about the whereabouts of the father of Farrah Abraham's daughter Sophia. In a recent episode of Teen Mom, Farrah finally spoke about the death of her ex-boyfriend and Sophia's dad Derek Underwood, who was killed in a car accident before Sophia was born.

In the new issue of Us Weekly Farrah opens about what a wonderful father she believes Derek would have been, and making sure that when Sophia gets older, she knows what a great person he was.

"He would have been loving and supportive and taken care of both of us. When Sophia was born, her face looked just like his, and so did her toes! I wish he would have been there. I made Sophia a baby book with notes that he and I wrote to each other. It's a big collection of our relationship. I have pictures of us going to dances and lots of memories written down to share. I want her to know that he was a happy person who liked to have fun."

"When she can comprehend everything, I'm going to open up about what happened. It's not going to be easy, but I want her to know she's loved and not feel the void of not having her dad there."

Farrah and Derek had dated off and on for two years but they had split up while she was pregnant, and he was killed in a car accident two months before Sophia was born. Farrah says it's getting easier to deal with but it's still hard because Sophia never got to meet her father.

It's crazy how much she was dealing with at one time as a pregnant teenager.