Kim Kardashian wasn’t only blessed with a rockin’ bootay, she’s also carrying around a nice rack, but she didn’t always like having big boobs. In an interview with Pop Eater, Kim says when she was young, Kourtney made fun of her breasts so much, she actually prayed they would stop growing.

Kourtney used to torture me and think I was odd because I had big boobs. I was 11 when I got my period and I started developing. I would sit in the bathtub, take a washcloth, put it under really hot water and put it against my boobs and pray to God, please don’t make my boobs grow any bigger. And Kourtney would be like, “Your boobs are so big and ugly!” She was so mean and then I would have to wear a bra and she would say, “Who wears a bra? That’s so disgusting.” It was so embarrassing.

Those knockers totally balance out her curvy body and the conjoined twins attached to her waist that we call her @ss. I’m glad God didn’t listen and allowed Kim to develop into the Kimmy Kupcake that we know and love to watch get poked by Ray J today.